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Monday, November 16, 2009
Uknow Loves Na!
@12:33 AM

True to form, Na has 2 papers 12 hours later, and she’s here blogging again. Is like she only blogs when she have other things that she needs to do but resigns doing it.

She finished revisions for 1 paper and has yet to finalise revision for the 2nd paper. So she’s up here taking a break in between, looking for company online.

It may be 2am in Aus, but it’s only 12mn in Sg, and god knows what time in the afternoon in Europe. Her Europe (not European) friend who’s nice enough to keep me entertained on msn just brought our friendship to a whole new level.

When we first met, we talked about boybands and boys.

As we grew older, she started experimenting her <s>mom’s</s> maid’s kitchenware and got us all interested in that topic during conversations.

Tonight, marks the night where conversations have moved beyond the kitchen and to other parts of household chores.

Age really does wonders. The moment we hit 21 is the moment our conversations turn old and boring.

Or maybe that’s what uni and exams do to Na’s brain.

P.S. This friend doesn’t know that I have 2 papers in the afternoon, otherwise she’ll probably chase me back to my books.

Oh! She also admits that Uknow loves Na! :)

Evidence:

Uknow Loves Na 2


Thursday, November 12, 2009
Are you watching, Leadja?
@2:59 PM

2PM – Heartbeat

Jaebum must be so relieved he didn’t have to tie a ponytail on the top of his head. And I’m not being sensitive, but the vocals really sound super hollow without Jaebum in it.

Still, they decided to put Wooyoung in front, relieving Jay’s lines and doing the final move at the end. *Lovess* Though Jay would have done it best, Wooyoung is undoubtly the 2nd best :D

If watching 2PM can get me so emotional and heartbroken, I wonder how will TVXQ’s next on screen appearance affect me.

Thanks to TIme2Sub2@YT, the subbed version of JYPark breaking the silence on Golden Fishery is finally out.

After all that said, I still wish for Jay to return asap. He can’t blame the fans for putting pressure when the situation looked like chances of Jay’s return are slim. It’s nearly 3 months, yet it feels like half a year had gone by. Netizens have moved on, and Hottests are still waiting.

I guess Jay won’t be back for this album’s promotions. Let’s hope he finds it enough punishment to miss 2PM’s 1st album and return for their next release whenever that will be.

2PM without Leadja really sucks.


Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Procrastinators, Leaders of Tomorrow.
@12:44 AM

Na is having her first paper in 5 hours time and she’s youtubing/blogging right now.

Other than the official commencement of Na’s last exam period in Aussie Land, tomorrow is also the release of 2PM’s first album without Leadja Jay Park.

Speculations have been flying since Jay’s departure, with the latest believe that Jay will someday return because JYP still owns him (contractual-ly). But also notice that there has been no announcements from JYPE reappointing the new leader of 2PM, so there’s a likelihood that Hottests Fans are not the only ones pinning hope of Jay’s return.

This has been such a horrible 2nd half of the year. I miss TVXQ and 2PM so much! Why must it be Na’s 2 most important boybands!?!?

Just as I’m fretting about boyband troubles, Na would also like to announce that amidst all the bad luck she’s been having lately, a miracle has landed upon her, and she’s gratefully thankful for whoever’s responsible for the miracle.

Na ponders: “It might have been my own doing, a combination of quick thinking and agile hands, but I better not get too full of myself in case I jinx it.”

Maybe I already did. Bad luck might have returned for a visit this week. Na found a small lump underneath her skin on her neck. Based on some past experiences at home, some general knowledge, google and wikipedia, she suspects its a lymph node. The bill fits, but then again, the only thing I’m certified to diagnose is Kpop.

Just pray that the lump is benign and stays that way until I fly home for cheap clinical fees.


Thursday, November 05, 2009
Nothing to Say
@9:32 PM

New updates on TVXQ’s lawsuit.

So many controversies, so many press releases, news releases and official statements, no idea which one to believe.

The only thing fans should believe is “Always Keep The Faith” inked on Jaechun’s heart and Yunho’s promise made for the past 5 years.

Yunho’s drama just ended shooting, Changmin is starting to shoot soon, Jaejoong’s tv-movie opening soon. SM should be damned for their official statements released after the court rulings.


Monday, October 19, 2009
My Secret
@8:28 PM

I've never felt so alone since my grandmother left me.

Amidst all the glitz and glamour that had blinded me for more than a year, I finally saw the superficiality of it all.

When it happened, my heart pounded so hard, I could lay flat and get a heart attack. I cleared my thoughts and struggled to stay calm. I had other important things to handle, so I musn't break down. I pulled myself together and set my thoughts straight. The business had to go on.

Then it occured to me, it was Sunday. I webcam with my parents on Sunday nights. I've had occassions where I skipped our meetings and don't feel much, but after what has happened, I need to hear their voices more than ever. They always knew the right things to say and the right things to do. They will know what to do in situations like this.

No matter. I've got an urgent incomplete business that will require more work after the crash. So I pulled an all nighter with a 2nd hand and borrowed wireless and completed just enough to make up for the loss.

With my crooked spine aching and my brain overworked, I only had 1 thing in mind, my bed.

Dragging myself back into reality again, I rushed to get the 2nd hand connected for a bit of consolation. Aptly called the '2nd hand', it slowly worked its way into the network and took nearly 6 hours to get on track.

This is when I had time to sit and think. I couldn't wait. I called my mother, eager to hear her voice. This was when the waterworks opened and wouldn't stop. I realised that just hearing her isn't enough. I was hopeless, desperate and stuck in a rut all alone. I yearned for her arms, my brothers' gaze and my father's touch. I've never missed home so badly since my first few nights in Brisbane.

I have nice friends all around me, but there are sides of me that I do not want to reveal. Ever since starting life on my own in a foreign land, vulnerability has been the first thing that I do not allow myself to succuumb to. The only place private enough for me to hide my vulnerability is the shower, where not only can I hide my face from the world, I can also bluff myself of my tears for an hour.

I hate myself for wanting to give up and take a plane home.
I hate myself for being vulnerable.
I hate myself for making others worried.

My head is pounding from the endless stream flowing down my face.
Time to hide under covers until the sun finds me.

Thursday, October 15, 2009
I've disappointed you
@11:31 PM

The rush in my 3rd entry within 6 hours could only be spurred on by 1 reason in the entire universe: TVXQ.

I've recently changed my iPhone wallpaper to default and plastered my Postcard perfect shot of Sydney Opera House on my HP Laptop.
It seems like the prolonged inactivity of TVXQ has elicited a dry spell in my die hard fanatics.

However, all I needed was a tight slap in the face or the No.1 male lead in my life to be rushed to the EU to rekindle the flame I once had burning ferociously for TVXQ.

It was revealed that my darling Yunho was rushed to the EU on Monday due to facial contractions which led to fainting.
The first thought I had was, "Facial contractions? Issit like a seizure? fit? spasm?"
Whatever the case, Yunho did more than the typical idol collapse, there was added drama to his fall, almost like his body is responding to his stressful acting debut.

I know I can't hide it any longer. Being a Very Supportive Yunho fan, it hurts to admit that his virgin acting gig sucks.
Despite having a reputation of being an over-protective fan, I still want to insist that it really isn't Yunho's fault for the lousy drama.
Yes, I did cringe in the first 2 episodes for reasons unknown since it could be either I'm uncomfortable seeing him as another person or he really needs improvement.
But as the drama gets along, you can't help but notice the choppy scenes that disrupted the flow of the story, and the diversion of the storyline, gradually moving away from the main plot and confusing the audience.
I'm sure the director, producers and script writers would have responded to the not so pleasing feedbacks and might have done an improvement on the subsequent episodes, but Na has unofficially lost interest in watching the drama.

To make matters worse, the release of BigBang TOP's drama titled 'Iris' was quite a success, which could have been the spark that caused Yunho's drama to get the cut. Thankfully it's just a 2 episode cut and not a withdrawal, otherwise it'll be detrimental to Yunho's morale.

Upon reading the news of Yunho's trip to EU, Na immediately changed all her wallpapers to Yunho for some moral support.

Na thinks, "Yunho's bad luck might have been caused by me losing interest in TVXQ's current inactivities!"

"WAHHHHHHH think too highly of yourself LOL" - Rach.