Everyone else is approaching the future.
Maybe that's why I can't let go. As the future I fear most approaches me, the more I dwell into history. Forgive me.
I can't erase my past like what you did, because I prefer my past to my present. It is childish to think that what's done can be undone. It's even more childish to try to undo it. All I can do is to mend it. Do you hear me?
Monday, August 07, 2006
Mesmerised
He really has a way with words. Everytime I speak to him, I get sucked into another dimension, his dimension. He has a way of making me feel wanted. I blush everytime he speaks, even though I can't see him. It is like he acknowledges my existence and wants to make me feel cherished. I like this feeling. But I know that he speaks to every other gal in the same tone, which makes me sad. I do know of one gal he speaks differently to. One gal he has to hear her voice every night before he sleeps, this gal is the one he thinks of every morning when he wakes up, the one who he sms every moment. At least I can't be sure of what he dreams of, because u nv know what he is thinking. He is one casanova I'll never be able to see through.
Sunday, August 06, 2006
I was wrong
The boss wasn't late. It was my fault. I was using a cranky phone that decides to crank up at the wrong time.
Well, I wasn't able to receive or make any phone calls as my phone went mad. I didn't realise until very much later... Luckily the director waited patiently.. otherwise I would have gotten into a serious trouble.
Watched the Lake House.. The movie critics sux big time!!!! LakeHouse is a wonderful movie!! Besides the actor who is rather stiff, the script was brilliant! Right from the start, the audience were pulled into the story, engaging everyone's mind.
The ending was the unexpectable. Although halfway through u wld have probably guessed half of the ending, but the ultimate ending was to die for. Did she make it to the mailbox in time? Did he get the mail in time? We were all curious.
It's like a grown up fairytale with a twist, so obviously the feline species will enjoy it more. Definitely not a chickflick as no chicks are involved. I would say its not a mushy love story as not much physical interaction was involved either. But the touching content will be quite disappointing, in my point of view. Evidence: I didn't go all emo on this one, there were no tears.
Guys out there, bring ur gals to this movie. She'll love it, I'll vouch fortat.
Well, I wasn't able to receive or make any phone calls as my phone went mad. I didn't realise until very much later... Luckily the director waited patiently.. otherwise I would have gotten into a serious trouble.
Watched the Lake House.. The movie critics sux big time!!!! LakeHouse is a wonderful movie!! Besides the actor who is rather stiff, the script was brilliant! Right from the start, the audience were pulled into the story, engaging everyone's mind.
The ending was the unexpectable. Although halfway through u wld have probably guessed half of the ending, but the ultimate ending was to die for. Did she make it to the mailbox in time? Did he get the mail in time? We were all curious.
It's like a grown up fairytale with a twist, so obviously the feline species will enjoy it more. Definitely not a chickflick as no chicks are involved. I would say its not a mushy love story as not much physical interaction was involved either. But the touching content will be quite disappointing, in my point of view. Evidence: I didn't go all emo on this one, there were no tears.
Guys out there, bring ur gals to this movie. She'll love it, I'll vouch fortat.
Thursday, August 03, 2006
Does this mean I can be late for work too?
The man is late. Very late. It’s 2.29pm now and he is not here yet. I don’t know how are we going to meet when neither of us know how each other looks like. All he knows is my name and my no. and I address him by Mr. Ng. I don’t even know if he owns a handphone. Maybe he is a stingy person, that explains why he nv uses his hp to call me. Or his hp is only for personal use.. then that company must be freaking small.
But I wont be surprised if he is stingy or thrifty.. My mom told me that this company must be a really small one and the bosses’ action shows it. He is willing to come down to NP just to interview me shows that the company do not need an extra burden. He really needs a person who is worth the money.
Shite… pressure.
Continue waiting? Maybe I shall call 1st…
I will update on the interview.. Hope nothing goes wrong…
But I wont be surprised if he is stingy or thrifty.. My mom told me that this company must be a really small one and the bosses’ action shows it. He is willing to come down to NP just to interview me shows that the company do not need an extra burden. He really needs a person who is worth the money.
Shite… pressure.
Continue waiting? Maybe I shall call 1st…
I will update on the interview.. Hope nothing goes wrong…
I wish for a slacker job in my internship company.
I am the unlucky one. It’s always me. It stinks.
Why do I say so?
My ITP (internship) for this holiday is screwed up.
Firstly, I never receive any notification about my internship. Everyone else has news except for me. I panicked.
Out of nowhere on a Friday evening, the director of a company called to ask for my resume. I have no clue as to what was going on so I took down his particulars and promised to reply him on Monday as soon as I’ve checked with my school. I sent my resume anyway, thinking that there’s not harm to it.
I went to the BA office and as usual, they have no access to anything. They always have no access to anything. The woman in the office took my number, student no. and told me to wait for her reply. In the evening, once again, I got her call and she said that the letter of notification has been sent and that I have 2 choices: 1. Wait patiently for the letter to arrive. 2. Go to Blk 16 to retrieve my letter manually. Pissed.
The next day, I talked to KPT about it. She couldn’t help me either. The director of the company called again. This time, he requested for an interview. INTERVIEW!!! WTH!!
So I went to look for Mr. Ong, the lecturer in charge of ITP. He dutifully printed my letter and advised me on the interview. I was told to proceed and do as the director requests. Grrr…
The director arranged to meet in NP canteen 1 for the interview at 2pm today. It’s approximately 12.30pm now, my class ended at 10.30am. I’m waiting alone, writing this, watching the lunch crowd for today. I’m so nervous. He wants to see my work on dreamweaver because I wrote in my resume that I know some basics on macromedia. Hope he doesn’t like my work.. then I wont have extra workload during my 8weeks of internship.
Now I hope that after going through all these trouble, I really want to spend my internship life peacefully and smoothly. No more problems arising, be it a mistake or deliberately (by the boss).
Why do I say so?
My ITP (internship) for this holiday is screwed up.
Firstly, I never receive any notification about my internship. Everyone else has news except for me. I panicked.
Out of nowhere on a Friday evening, the director of a company called to ask for my resume. I have no clue as to what was going on so I took down his particulars and promised to reply him on Monday as soon as I’ve checked with my school. I sent my resume anyway, thinking that there’s not harm to it.
I went to the BA office and as usual, they have no access to anything. They always have no access to anything. The woman in the office took my number, student no. and told me to wait for her reply. In the evening, once again, I got her call and she said that the letter of notification has been sent and that I have 2 choices: 1. Wait patiently for the letter to arrive. 2. Go to Blk 16 to retrieve my letter manually. Pissed.
The next day, I talked to KPT about it. She couldn’t help me either. The director of the company called again. This time, he requested for an interview. INTERVIEW!!! WTH!!
So I went to look for Mr. Ong, the lecturer in charge of ITP. He dutifully printed my letter and advised me on the interview. I was told to proceed and do as the director requests. Grrr…
The director arranged to meet in NP canteen 1 for the interview at 2pm today. It’s approximately 12.30pm now, my class ended at 10.30am. I’m waiting alone, writing this, watching the lunch crowd for today. I’m so nervous. He wants to see my work on dreamweaver because I wrote in my resume that I know some basics on macromedia. Hope he doesn’t like my work.. then I wont have extra workload during my 8weeks of internship.
Now I hope that after going through all these trouble, I really want to spend my internship life peacefully and smoothly. No more problems arising, be it a mistake or deliberately (by the boss).
Friday, July 28, 2006
Na News Now 28 July 2006
Headline News:
Kor came home from Thailand on Thursday morning.
Kor left for Genting today evening.
My burden has been lifted off.
Yeps. My kor went to thailand, came home and rested for 1 day and head str8 to genting. nobody knows when is he coming home. You see the irony? My mom doesn't even bother about my kor's whereabouts, when she is not letting me go. I feel like a dead bird in a cage. She must learn to let me go! Argh! Even shan's dad is starting to show some sign of improvement. He don't seem that strict anymore. I am not a kid anymore!!!!!!!!!
Kor came home from Thailand on Thursday morning.
Kor left for Genting today evening.
My burden has been lifted off.
Yeps. My kor went to thailand, came home and rested for 1 day and head str8 to genting. nobody knows when is he coming home. You see the irony? My mom doesn't even bother about my kor's whereabouts, when she is not letting me go. I feel like a dead bird in a cage. She must learn to let me go! Argh! Even shan's dad is starting to show some sign of improvement. He don't seem that strict anymore. I am not a kid anymore!!!!!!!!!
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