Wednesday, April 26, 2006

I've got alot of things to complain about.

No. 1
Shengbao keeps irritating me! He used to irritate me with chengwei. He said cw likes me and I like cw, but he realise that we are too close have any rumours, so he gave up on cw. Then it was yongkang. This one lasted for very long, then it slowly died out. Now, it's kah heng! Irritating larx!!! He like very scared I nobody like lehx... keep pulling strings for me. I CANNOT TAKE IT LE!!!

No. 2
There's nobody to accompany me to IS class!!! I'm all alone larx. Stress lehx! It's a lousy class and I'm all alone. Die liao larx!!

No. 3
I haven been eating junk food for 5days le!!! I cannot take it anymore. But if I start snacking now, I won't fully recover from my illness and it's getting really annoying.

No. 4
I got no time to watch 'Love Contract' anymore! School timetable is so tight, I'm so tired and one episode is so long.

No. 5
School has started, that means I need to work doubly hard this semester. BooHooHoo!! I haven't holidayed enough! Tutorials are coming le, Homeworks are coming in le, Common Test is also coming le. Stress again!

No. 6
I've got alot of things to buy, alot of things to do. But I got not enough money. I wanna do my hair. I wan a new Handphone, I wanna do manicure/padicure, I wanna buy a new laptop case, I wanna buy new jeans, I need a new wallet, I need a new bag, I need a new bottle of face mask.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

*Sniffs*

I've been sick since saturday morning.

It all started last week during BAOC. I screamed my lungs out 3 days in a row just to cheer. The hardwork paid off and my grp won the best cheer award.

BAOC ended on thurs. Friday morning, I met up with cw, elaine, zw and ber to hang out in sentosa. I haven't bared my skin to the sun in a very very long time, so I sort of 'scalded' myself. After sentosa, I rushed to meet kh and glamis for boon tat's performance. By the time I got home, it's nearly midnight. I was dead tired.

Saturday morning, I was running high fever and my eyes were swollen. My mom rushed me to the clinic and the doc gave me a stupid injection that has no effect at all larx!

So my fever came and gone for these 4 days. And finally, last night my fever hit all time high at 39degrees! I was so afraid that all my braincells would be dead by the next day larx! Then in the morning I still had fever but I still struggled to school. Finally, after all the medication and water and toilet visits, my fever has resided and I feel so much better already.

Monday, April 17, 2006

And so...

I finally know how cw feels when youtube loads their videos. But it is now always this slow. Sometimes it's fast, it depends on the video.. it think...

Hmm... thinking if there's anything to update...

Oh! I just bought a new external hard drive. It's 80Gb only. My brother tells me to not buy a hard drive that is too big, otherwise if it dies, ALL my data will be gone with it. Eh... the price? It's ard $250+... Considered decent pricing.

Went to check on youtube, still not loaded. Wonder how long more do I have to wait. Nvm, Rainie Yang is on tv now. She's like sooooo Ke Aii. She looks damn cute even without make-up on larx! You can go check it out on her blog (find it yourself!) ;-p

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Finally, I learn how fragile the human body is.

My ah gong has been hospitalised for 5 days.

When he was 1st warded, his right eye was partially blind. Now, only his left eye has sight, but it's only partially visible. He has nearly lost his sense of sight.
The doctor suspects that there's an infection in his lungs. They are giving him antibiotics to fight the infection.
The worst of all, he suffered from stroke on his right brain in the past. Now, it has hit him again on the left brain. He was slightly diabetic, but it's pretty serious now.

Why did it turn out so bad, you may ask. He hasn't been taking his medication for nearly 9months. Reason? The fault lies in all of us. Nobody bothered, or showed much concern. No one monitored and reminded him. We assumed that he would have known, we assumed that he should know his condition, we assumed that he understands, but we made an Ass out of ourselves and allow him to suffer.

To our surprise, my hokkien ah ma, who was the one who's more 'immatured' in her thoughts, learnt to be good and takes her medication daily without fail. She does not know how to do chores, she has been spoilt since young and my dad and his siblings were brought up by my grandaunt. She has been like a child all her life, so she never liked to take medication when she's ill. However, we found out that she's more obedient than we thought.

I went to visit my ah gong just now. They put him on drip, making him drowsy. My ah gong can't recognise me and my voice. The doctor says it's due to the drip, but i'm still not convince, i'm still worried sick.

I almost fainted when I see my ah gong. He has lost so much weight. I never knew my mother's side (Teochew) ah gong. He passed away when I was 2, so I can't feel much. I am turning 18 in less than a month. This is the first time I felt so worried.

I feel so guilty. I feel I've not been filial. I feel like it's all my fault. I feel I have not shown enough concern. I feel helpless. What have I done to my ah gong?

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Does the Dentist scare you?

I wanted to go to the dentist today, but shan and cw discouraged me to.

In primary school, we were taught to visit the dentist every 6months. Now, it has been so many years since I get my teeth checked. I've got my mind set to visit a dental clinic today after meeting up with shan and cw.

I don't know why, but cw and shan doesn't seem to care about their teeth at all. They don't seem to be bothered about the "health" of their teeth. They don't see the need to do regular check ups for their teeth.
And there I am, worried about the condition of my teeth because I haven't been doing check ups for a very very very long time.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

My long awaiting SuperBand's Big Jam

I only watched the 2nd half of the Jammin'. Still, I managed to catch the bands that I wanna had been anticipating. I've been waiting for this to start. I've singled out a few that left the most impression.

Juz-B
The all malay group who sang a contemporary acapella song in mandarin. I really admire their courage to compete in a total foreign language. They can't even comphrehend what the judges are trying to tell them, it's so hard for them to improve.
Their performance would be impressive for malays to sing in mandarin. But their aca skills needs polishing.

Glamarous
The only all girl group in the competition. According to the magazines, this girls can't sing and dance to standard. I presume they are the best of the worst.
Their performance was weak. They have yet to decide the lead singer of the group, making the voices a little messed up. Their dance moves lack strength and attitude.

Soul
The so called imitation of Energy. Their costumes are really boyband-ish, but a boyband requires the looks, not just the moves. Oh, Campus Superstar's finalist, Renfred's brother, Alfred is in this boyband. Try spotting him, the prettiest face but rather small build compared to Renfred.
The performance was really hot. They are goddammit Hot dancers, Very sweet moves. I wouldn't comment of the voice. Let's just concentrate on the moves.

Qi:Nobe
The last performance for the night. Everyone except the lead singer is malay. They are also the only band who uses turntables, Excellent.
It was totally Impressive. It's alot like Linkin Park. 2 vocalist, 1 DJ, Guitarist, Bassist, Keyboard. The lead vocalist, a chinese, had decent rapping skills and voice. The 2nd vocalist, a malay, had trouble remembering the lyrics. They had the most rapport. I would say the scratching really gained alot of points for their performance.
My favourite band at the meantime.