I'm having insomnia from a panick attack.
I succumbed to peer pressure and agreed on a trip to Seoul despite my financial status.
I'm unemployed and the travelling dates make it harder to find an employer.
And I desperately need of an income because after this trip, I'd have to declare bankrupt and I'm a person who needs financial security very badly.
What's worse is I can't find someone to confide in because I don't wanna hear rational solutions. I know what's the right thing to do, it's what I want to do that matters.
This is what has kept me awake. And also possibly because I'm still finding reasons to procrastinate while observing the rising cost of air tickets.
I thought writing this down will ease my mind off it... apparently it hasn't.
Back to rolling on bed worrying.
