Goddess of Mercy

By right, I have 2 more weeks to go.

By left, I have 1 more week to go.

Today during lunch, my boss just told me tat I can "clear my leaves" on my last week. So unofficially, next week is my last week.

Also, the sch doesn't gives me any break, but my boss does, and they'll still mark me present on my attendance sheet.

Only an idiot will turn down such an offer. *Big Grin*

You wanna know how the Goddess of Mercy looks like?? Wahahahahaha!!!!!!!

The Goddess of Mercy: Boss a.k.a. Jeff a.k.a. Sheena Bully

Till this day, I still cannot forget.

It's Gerald's birthday today. Yes, Gerald Tan. My mom asked me for the date, I answered 23rd September, then his face flashed in my head.

Although you won't be reading this, Happy Birthday to you, Gerald.

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Life goes on. Why live to hate, when it's possible to forgive and forget and live life with no stress. I've learnt the best method of forgiveness - Ignorance.
If he hates you, pretend he's not there. You'll be slightly affected, but life goes on.
If you hate him, stay away from him. This is not avoiding the problem, it is just solving it with a less troublesome process.

The key issue: Time. With adequate Time-Out, both parties will forget and forgive w/o even realising it. By then, when they next meet, all issues resolved and you won't even remember why you fought.

I still insist on letting go and let time heal all wounds.

The Exhibit: My Office/Company

The entire co. is smaller than my room. Not convinced? Take a look at these.

This is the table i share with my collegue. my lappie outside, hers inside. That ugly pillow is my 2nd Bosses'.

This is my table from another view. The exit + cupboard is on the left. There's a bar fridge under the whiteboard together with a whole load of empty CPU.

Here, u see 2 tables. The left one belongs to my 1st Boss. The left 1 belongs to my right. As u can see, there r alot of chairs, papers, wires and books. Its smaller than my room and its messier.

The point is, they don't sweep the floor, they don't clean up, only the cleaner who cleans the "house" comes in every morning to empty the bin. Sad.

But, who's complaining when I only have 3 weeks more to go.

Screwed

Ok, so I got caught for coming back late for lunch.. I admit, I was overboard, I came back 30mins late. Next time I’ve to be careful. 2nd boss warned me, but 1st boss has been really quiet ever since my return. Freaking shite.

Now I need new slippers. My pretty slippers don’t last. Goddammit! Nothing is right la!
No wait. Maybe not.. One thing is right. Shopped online and asked my didi’s friend to buy some clothes for me. It came today and all the sizes were perfect! Hahas.. I think I’ll go get my own card and do some shopping myself.. I’ll ask my didi to gimme the link and I’ll post it here for all to visit.

Countdown

Another week down. 5 more to go. The stress is piling ever since the 2nd boss returned (from reservist). The 1st impression he gave me was a guy with brains but gives no damn about fashion the likes. He’s very well-informed though.. Must have scored distinction in his GP papers. But when it comes to work, he is very serious. He expects productivity and he goes in a very fast pace. When he pairs up with my 1st boss, they make up for each other’s flaws. 1st boss is weak in language, no charisma, but has more experience. 2nd boss is strong in English, strong charisma (to make up for the looks), no experience but more knowledgeable, and has better social skills.
I think in my 2nd bosses’ eyes, I’m inefficient. Who cares? I’m not directly under him and he won’t be the one writing the comments of my performance. Plus, I’m not graded for this, I’m given credits as long as I complete it smoothly with no mistakes in between.

My apologies.

Sorry shan and zw.. can't go downtown east with u guys..

My dad broke his promise again. He couldn't find time to go buy new phones. I'm almost too used to this.
My mom has a part to play too. My dad came home early today, but I have no idea where does my mom wanna bring my dad to. They only came home in time for dinner and it's off to supermarket for the daily stuff.

Last week she was guilty for troubling me almost everyday because of her office stuff... apparently she has forgotten about my needs now..
I blame her for everything that I don't have. She's to blame for everything that I am denied of.

Guess what I'm doing now.

At work, bosses' back facing me, my laptop away from his view.. yes.. I'm slacking.

Freaking shite! He just inform me this morning that I'll be presenting in the meeting later today. Presenting to his clients. Big risk man! Meeting at 4 @ Raffles City. Panic Panic!

It's undeniable that I'm given abundant exposure in this job, but I'm hell not prepare for this! I will be alone with my boss and the clients watching! My buddy collegue is with the other boss at another meeting! Bloody hell! Why can't I just do minutes! Argh!

Ok.. I'll go get some snacks now to munch on.. so bored here without my buddy collegue... tata