Saturday, December 31, 2005

I AM NOT HAPPY.

First of all, read sb's blog and tags. This is to yj, sb and yk.

Sb≠Sheena lover. Own up! Who said that 1st.

Stop pulling strings for me. What angers more me is u guys r pulling strings for me and ur buddies. Gross Out! I have higher standards. No life people! A bunch of desporados who only know how to play maple/dota, walk aimlessly on the streets, play basketball, and look at girls gutlessly.

Grrrrr......

New Year Resolution

1. Grades to improve, GPA to rise higher.
2. Slim down, decrease my weight by 6kg by 3rd May.
3. Slim down my weight by 2kg by CNY.
4. Happier life in school.
5. Save $money$ by the eve of CNY, $300.
6. Get $500 into bank account after CNY.
7. Get a job in the next holiday after the exams.
8. Stick to that job for at least one month.
9. Drop my expectations of guys.
10. Do my tutorials myself, taking notes in lecture.

Thats about it. heehee. haha. hoho. hehe.

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Men?

Today I went studying with cw at his hse. In the evening, shan called. well, as usual, she was bothered about 'him'. cw and i tried to counsell her, give her our 2cents worth, juz to make her feel slightly tiny bit better. lolx.

We end up talking about guys the whole time. cw says that the best way to walk into a man's heart is by filling his stomach. how true is that?

I've decided to go ask around, applying my wcom skills tat i've learnt. My results, most guys agreeed. In fact, if i nv rmb wrongly all the guys agreed.

So, mayb I shld work my way into my man's heart through his stomach. Although i haven decided who that man shld be, its better to start early, get ready for my 'him' to arrive. lolx.

Therefore, I will be learning how to cook, starting from cooking my own lunch(more like food and random timings) and not rely on my maid anymore.
Well, at least i can cook my own egg, n i can cook instant noodles, and fried rice, and turn cooked rice into porridge(a trick my ahma taught me). OhOh, I was forced to cook my own pasta and used campbell soup as the sauce, and it tasted pretty good(Oof, feeling hungry already). I like inventing new kinds of eggs, like peanut butter on egg(i find it gross, but my didi kinda liked it), and frying sunnyside up on a bread(its like frying bread in butter and adding a sunnyside up on the bread), its a lazy way of making egg toast but it was good-butter bread egg-delicious. I baked cookies with my mom a few times. I dont do it now cuz the oven is broken and i m not exactly happy abt my mom.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

I woke up this morning wondering wat my future will be like. I ain't got a decent brain, no motivation, ultimate slacker, no super ultra modell looks, no talent.
Wats gonna happen to me 3yrs later?
wateva.

I am not studying. Its not that I dont want to, but I just cant get myself to(see wat i mean).

I missed the X'mas celebrations. Read blogs, found 3 groups of people celebrating X'mas. Now i know who to join for the next celebration to get the most fun(shan n gang). lolx. & I know who Not to join if i want a happy new year(sb n gang). lolx*2.

hmm...3 more days till the countdown starts. Haven got any programs for tat night yet. Seems like there wont be any party for my mom and her frens(the organiser muz b out of town). tat means i'll either spend it with my mummy daddy and brother, or friends. tough decision.

After da countdown, it will be common test. After common test, time to shop for CNY. Woohoo. cant wait. After the shopping is done, time to gorge myself with food and money. After the playing, back to mundane old life.

Seriously, this is the most exiting part of every year, the rest of the days just cannot make it.

This year, there wasnt much of a X'mas mood for me. Tiring X'mas.

Next year, I wish for a better year. Every year I do new year resolutions, but none seem to come true. I wanna try it 1 last time. Let me sum them up and post it in my next entry. Looking forward for a better 2006.

Monday, December 26, 2005

Bad Trip

Any of you heard the news? There was a snow storm in Japan (n Korea). It affected many areas. My tour group was badly affected.

Due to the snow(normal snow), there was already quite a jam on the highways in Japan. The jam started at 4.32pm on Thursday when we were heading for dinner. The journey was suppose to take 1 hr, but it dragged for nearly 3 hrs.

Aft dinner, we set off for our hotel. the cars were crawling at the beginning but at 8.41pm, the bus stopped for good. It didnt moved for the rest of the night & morning.

We thought we had a chance to reach our hotel even if it was really late, but when i woke up from my nap, it was already 2am. All hope was gone.

Everyone slept on the bus. We all had sore necks and backs by day and the bus hasnt moved yet. It was already daybreak and the tour guide need to ensure that we are not in hunger. He asked the driver to break the law and drive on the road shoulder to the nearest exit on the highway and drive backwards for us to empty our bladders and fill our stomachs.

Then, we had to get back to the highway and continue our wait to our next destination.There wasnt movement again, and we were at the back of the queue this time.

All of us were so tired of waiting in the bus and so we got out for some fresh air. We played with snow and chatted. It continued till noon and some of us needed a leak. Once again, the driver drove us back to the nearest toilet available.

When we got back, the cars were moving again, but it was worse then crawling. Still, better than nothing, we were relieved. The tour guide had to worry for our stomachs again and made the bus leave the crawling queue to a nearby restaurant for lunch. we shopped in the neighbouring shopping mart for tibits to munch on the road. The cars on the highway were moving at a decent speed at last. It was nearing 230pm. Three cheers for the moving traffic. But it didnt last long.

The traffic stopped totally at 316pm. This time, it was to clear the snow on the roads. It took them ard 2 hours to do that. The japanese snow clearing people dont seem to have brains. They totally block the roads and only let the cars move when the whole road is cleared. They wont let the cars proceed with them. It was about 5pm already.

When the bus realli started travelling, the tour guide decided to let us do one sightseeing then proceed to dinner, then hotel.

After tat day, I became very homesick, I have no energy and no mood for anything at all. I became very moody, mood swings visited me everyday.

Worse vacation trip ever. I dont wanna travel for the time being. I missed my home too much. I just wanna stay home and sleep on my bed as much as possible.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Dear Mr. Santa Claus,

Hello! This is my 2nd letter this year. Have you received my last letter?

I will be leaving for Japan in a few days time. My whole family will be going, so my door will be locked up. You wont be able to put the presents under the money tree inside. But dont worry. I have many bonsai plants in my porch. you can put the presents underneath them. Oh, please wrap the presents in waterproof wrappers (pls inform the elfs tat) bcuz i wont be back until after X'mas.

I realised I did do something wrong. I cant buy presents in time for my all my good friends. I cant garauntee good presents from Japan either. I am guilty of depriving my friends of Xmas presents. But its not entirely my fault. I've been busy with projects all due on 19th Dec 05!

Ohoh! my friend Yunshan has been realli nice to us, so please grant her Xmas wishes too. And Yongkang remembers the Astroboys' birthday, so please give him a nicer present this year. Shengbao has been reali mean to me and he is still a gay, so you can forget about getting him anything.

Thank you Santa!

Love,
Sheena :)

Sunday, December 11, 2005

I've decided to change my blog skin to something simpler. Tired of complexity.

Going to Japan on the 19th... wahahaha! spending a white Xmas... Jealous mahx?

The following week is gonna b the last week of this term. Common test coming up. Vacation before tests. That means hardcore studying on the weeks b4 and aft the vacation.

I wanna keep this short, actually i have nothing to write. Juz wanna inform my change of blogskin. lolx

cya~

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Reliving the Past

I saw my secondary school's largest crush ytday!!

He's working at New Urban Male Heeren!!

He looks more yandao than i last saw him!! (tt was approx. 1-2yrs ago)

I liked him since end of Sec1(2001). All the way until he left the sch. Mayb the admiration faded when he is no longer near me.

I tried to find out his whearebouts, where is he studying after the Os. He ended up in a sch I refuse to enter. We were seperated for good.

Now, I still get occasional updates on his status. Currently he is attached. :'(


Remember the days I ogled at him... heehee... Yes, he looked delicious. Everytime i see him ard, I would get realli distracted. Whenever he passes me, I would blush and turn away. My friends would tease me. I loved to daydream about the both of us.

I am very sure that no matter what kind of a person he is, what bad habits he has, what a bad person he is, how much he loathes me(if he does),
I realli realli realli would stead him even if its only for a day.

If he ever asks me, pop the question(impossible), likes me,
I will accept him without any doubts.

Just realised how desperate I sound, but he is realli worth all these. Sorry if I just sent shivers down ur spine. Just have the sudden urge to say all these. lolx

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Eewww

Just found *him* on friendster. Horrible la! He looks good frm far though... but not photogenic at all! totally Yucks! Cant believe wat i saw in him... I think i am realli going crazy.. all my huachi dreams are done for... such a disappointment... omg... cant believe it... cant believe it at all!

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Dear Mr. Santa Claus,

I am Sheena Ng living in Singapore. I've been a good gurl this year and you promised Christmas presents for those who have been good. I have not done anything wrong for this entire year.
I've been nice to my friends.
I've listened to my parents and not rebel.
I never disrespect my grandmother.
I attended my cousin's wedding without complains.
I've been doing my project and handing them up on time.
I helped out on fixing the internet problem at home.
I bought presents for everybody's birthday at home.
I never scolded any dialet vulgarities this year.
I've done many many good things this year.

I dont ask for much. Just give me Cash. I'll decide wat i want later. I'll send you another letter to decide on how much I want. Just in case you miss me, I will be writing to you again and add on to the list of good things I've done this year.

PS. I do not have a chimney and a Christmas tree, so u can just climb over my gate and leave the present under my money trees. Thx.

Love,
Sheena
I think Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa 2 is on da way! lolx

I like Wu Ke Qun la... he like damn talented can!

I also like Luo Zhi Xiang, Xiao Zhu to da core man!

Wahahaha

there i go again....

I think I am starting to love Nicholas Tse.

Btw, for those who didnt know, I hated Nicholas Tse to the core. I forgot the reason why I hate him so much, but I realli hated him like I hate Ah Du now.

Now, after watching his interviews for his new album, I find him pretty attractive.

He is bubbly, matured, caring for his baby sister, humourous, playful, smart, sociable, not what I thought he was. He wasnt a bad boy i thought he was. Now i see why everybody is so attracted to him.

I am starting to like guys with character. I am starting to hate pretty boys with an ugly heart. lolx.

He is cute la! Xie Ting Feng! lolx. He is a realli fun guy la!

lolx! Boy crazy again...