Saturday, December 31, 2005

I AM NOT HAPPY.

First of all, read sb's blog and tags. This is to yj, sb and yk.

Sb≠Sheena lover. Own up! Who said that 1st.

Stop pulling strings for me. What angers more me is u guys r pulling strings for me and ur buddies. Gross Out! I have higher standards. No life people! A bunch of desporados who only know how to play maple/dota, walk aimlessly on the streets, play basketball, and look at girls gutlessly.

Grrrrr......

New Year Resolution

1. Grades to improve, GPA to rise higher.
2. Slim down, decrease my weight by 6kg by 3rd May.
3. Slim down my weight by 2kg by CNY.
4. Happier life in school.
5. Save $money$ by the eve of CNY, $300.
6. Get $500 into bank account after CNY.
7. Get a job in the next holiday after the exams.
8. Stick to that job for at least one month.
9. Drop my expectations of guys.
10. Do my tutorials myself, taking notes in lecture.

Thats about it. heehee. haha. hoho. hehe.

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Men?

Today I went studying with cw at his hse. In the evening, shan called. well, as usual, she was bothered about 'him'. cw and i tried to counsell her, give her our 2cents worth, juz to make her feel slightly tiny bit better. lolx.

We end up talking about guys the whole time. cw says that the best way to walk into a man's heart is by filling his stomach. how true is that?

I've decided to go ask around, applying my wcom skills tat i've learnt. My results, most guys agreeed. In fact, if i nv rmb wrongly all the guys agreed.

So, mayb I shld work my way into my man's heart through his stomach. Although i haven decided who that man shld be, its better to start early, get ready for my 'him' to arrive. lolx.

Therefore, I will be learning how to cook, starting from cooking my own lunch(more like food and random timings) and not rely on my maid anymore.
Well, at least i can cook my own egg, n i can cook instant noodles, and fried rice, and turn cooked rice into porridge(a trick my ahma taught me). OhOh, I was forced to cook my own pasta and used campbell soup as the sauce, and it tasted pretty good(Oof, feeling hungry already). I like inventing new kinds of eggs, like peanut butter on egg(i find it gross, but my didi kinda liked it), and frying sunnyside up on a bread(its like frying bread in butter and adding a sunnyside up on the bread), its a lazy way of making egg toast but it was good-butter bread egg-delicious. I baked cookies with my mom a few times. I dont do it now cuz the oven is broken and i m not exactly happy abt my mom.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

I woke up this morning wondering wat my future will be like. I ain't got a decent brain, no motivation, ultimate slacker, no super ultra modell looks, no talent.
Wats gonna happen to me 3yrs later?
wateva.

I am not studying. Its not that I dont want to, but I just cant get myself to(see wat i mean).

I missed the X'mas celebrations. Read blogs, found 3 groups of people celebrating X'mas. Now i know who to join for the next celebration to get the most fun(shan n gang). lolx. & I know who Not to join if i want a happy new year(sb n gang). lolx*2.

hmm...3 more days till the countdown starts. Haven got any programs for tat night yet. Seems like there wont be any party for my mom and her frens(the organiser muz b out of town). tat means i'll either spend it with my mummy daddy and brother, or friends. tough decision.

After da countdown, it will be common test. After common test, time to shop for CNY. Woohoo. cant wait. After the shopping is done, time to gorge myself with food and money. After the playing, back to mundane old life.

Seriously, this is the most exiting part of every year, the rest of the days just cannot make it.

This year, there wasnt much of a X'mas mood for me. Tiring X'mas.

Next year, I wish for a better year. Every year I do new year resolutions, but none seem to come true. I wanna try it 1 last time. Let me sum them up and post it in my next entry. Looking forward for a better 2006.

Monday, December 26, 2005

Bad Trip

Any of you heard the news? There was a snow storm in Japan (n Korea). It affected many areas. My tour group was badly affected.

Due to the snow(normal snow), there was already quite a jam on the highways in Japan. The jam started at 4.32pm on Thursday when we were heading for dinner. The journey was suppose to take 1 hr, but it dragged for nearly 3 hrs.

Aft dinner, we set off for our hotel. the cars were crawling at the beginning but at 8.41pm, the bus stopped for good. It didnt moved for the rest of the night & morning.

We thought we had a chance to reach our hotel even if it was really late, but when i woke up from my nap, it was already 2am. All hope was gone.

Everyone slept on the bus. We all had sore necks and backs by day and the bus hasnt moved yet. It was already daybreak and the tour guide need to ensure that we are not in hunger. He asked the driver to break the law and drive on the road shoulder to the nearest exit on the highway and drive backwards for us to empty our bladders and fill our stomachs.

Then, we had to get back to the highway and continue our wait to our next destination.There wasnt movement again, and we were at the back of the queue this time.

All of us were so tired of waiting in the bus and so we got out for some fresh air. We played with snow and chatted. It continued till noon and some of us needed a leak. Once again, the driver drove us back to the nearest toilet available.

When we got back, the cars were moving again, but it was worse then crawling. Still, better than nothing, we were relieved. The tour guide had to worry for our stomachs again and made the bus leave the crawling queue to a nearby restaurant for lunch. we shopped in the neighbouring shopping mart for tibits to munch on the road. The cars on the highway were moving at a decent speed at last. It was nearing 230pm. Three cheers for the moving traffic. But it didnt last long.

The traffic stopped totally at 316pm. This time, it was to clear the snow on the roads. It took them ard 2 hours to do that. The japanese snow clearing people dont seem to have brains. They totally block the roads and only let the cars move when the whole road is cleared. They wont let the cars proceed with them. It was about 5pm already.

When the bus realli started travelling, the tour guide decided to let us do one sightseeing then proceed to dinner, then hotel.

After tat day, I became very homesick, I have no energy and no mood for anything at all. I became very moody, mood swings visited me everyday.

Worse vacation trip ever. I dont wanna travel for the time being. I missed my home too much. I just wanna stay home and sleep on my bed as much as possible.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Dear Mr. Santa Claus,

Hello! This is my 2nd letter this year. Have you received my last letter?

I will be leaving for Japan in a few days time. My whole family will be going, so my door will be locked up. You wont be able to put the presents under the money tree inside. But dont worry. I have many bonsai plants in my porch. you can put the presents underneath them. Oh, please wrap the presents in waterproof wrappers (pls inform the elfs tat) bcuz i wont be back until after X'mas.

I realised I did do something wrong. I cant buy presents in time for my all my good friends. I cant garauntee good presents from Japan either. I am guilty of depriving my friends of Xmas presents. But its not entirely my fault. I've been busy with projects all due on 19th Dec 05!

Ohoh! my friend Yunshan has been realli nice to us, so please grant her Xmas wishes too. And Yongkang remembers the Astroboys' birthday, so please give him a nicer present this year. Shengbao has been reali mean to me and he is still a gay, so you can forget about getting him anything.

Thank you Santa!

Love,
Sheena :)

Sunday, December 11, 2005

I've decided to change my blog skin to something simpler. Tired of complexity.

Going to Japan on the 19th... wahahaha! spending a white Xmas... Jealous mahx?

The following week is gonna b the last week of this term. Common test coming up. Vacation before tests. That means hardcore studying on the weeks b4 and aft the vacation.

I wanna keep this short, actually i have nothing to write. Juz wanna inform my change of blogskin. lolx

cya~

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Reliving the Past

I saw my secondary school's largest crush ytday!!

He's working at New Urban Male Heeren!!

He looks more yandao than i last saw him!! (tt was approx. 1-2yrs ago)

I liked him since end of Sec1(2001). All the way until he left the sch. Mayb the admiration faded when he is no longer near me.

I tried to find out his whearebouts, where is he studying after the Os. He ended up in a sch I refuse to enter. We were seperated for good.

Now, I still get occasional updates on his status. Currently he is attached. :'(


Remember the days I ogled at him... heehee... Yes, he looked delicious. Everytime i see him ard, I would get realli distracted. Whenever he passes me, I would blush and turn away. My friends would tease me. I loved to daydream about the both of us.

I am very sure that no matter what kind of a person he is, what bad habits he has, what a bad person he is, how much he loathes me(if he does),
I realli realli realli would stead him even if its only for a day.

If he ever asks me, pop the question(impossible), likes me,
I will accept him without any doubts.

Just realised how desperate I sound, but he is realli worth all these. Sorry if I just sent shivers down ur spine. Just have the sudden urge to say all these. lolx

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Eewww

Just found *him* on friendster. Horrible la! He looks good frm far though... but not photogenic at all! totally Yucks! Cant believe wat i saw in him... I think i am realli going crazy.. all my huachi dreams are done for... such a disappointment... omg... cant believe it... cant believe it at all!

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Dear Mr. Santa Claus,

I am Sheena Ng living in Singapore. I've been a good gurl this year and you promised Christmas presents for those who have been good. I have not done anything wrong for this entire year.
I've been nice to my friends.
I've listened to my parents and not rebel.
I never disrespect my grandmother.
I attended my cousin's wedding without complains.
I've been doing my project and handing them up on time.
I helped out on fixing the internet problem at home.
I bought presents for everybody's birthday at home.
I never scolded any dialet vulgarities this year.
I've done many many good things this year.

I dont ask for much. Just give me Cash. I'll decide wat i want later. I'll send you another letter to decide on how much I want. Just in case you miss me, I will be writing to you again and add on to the list of good things I've done this year.

PS. I do not have a chimney and a Christmas tree, so u can just climb over my gate and leave the present under my money trees. Thx.

Love,
Sheena
I think Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa 2 is on da way! lolx

I like Wu Ke Qun la... he like damn talented can!

I also like Luo Zhi Xiang, Xiao Zhu to da core man!

Wahahaha

there i go again....

I think I am starting to love Nicholas Tse.

Btw, for those who didnt know, I hated Nicholas Tse to the core. I forgot the reason why I hate him so much, but I realli hated him like I hate Ah Du now.

Now, after watching his interviews for his new album, I find him pretty attractive.

He is bubbly, matured, caring for his baby sister, humourous, playful, smart, sociable, not what I thought he was. He wasnt a bad boy i thought he was. Now i see why everybody is so attracted to him.

I am starting to like guys with character. I am starting to hate pretty boys with an ugly heart. lolx.

He is cute la! Xie Ting Feng! lolx. He is a realli fun guy la!

lolx! Boy crazy again...

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

I am total boy crazy nowadays. It must be the influence of Ningzhen(nz).

Recently, its this PS Cafe Cartel dude... This dude just looks cute, not suave, so he'll probably last one week in my head. LoL

Actually, there's another. This one is realli my type of guy, but there's no one to confide in... The ppl who know who he is are pple i cant trust in the Boy Crazy world. The pple i can trust wont know who he is.. I dont even know his name! I just know him... Its just complicated.

My headache isnt going away. I am having it now... my brain gave me a few days off and now its back to square one again... i'm trying to hold it down, dont stress it too much, stop it from getting worse and keep it there.

Now I am working on BCA and Wcom.. I need peeps to do some surveys for me. I need them for my Wcom. I made the survey short and sweet so pls dont reject me. hehe.

Saturday, November 26, 2005

I just broke down.

Well, I am in NP sports hall now playing nanny to all da campers' belongings... How exciting.

School hasn't gotten any more interesting since the last post. Instead, it's worse. I just ended my LMS project on a rather good note and now I have IAC to fret over. This is never gonna end.

Its freaking cold today... Everyone is falling sick. It must be the weather and the stress. My brain is not functioning nowadays. I keep having migranes and its so bad that i end up vomitting. Seriously, I wasnt this stressed up during my O's...

I hear people cheering now.. They realli hafta mordenize their cheers, its dammit boring... I feel relieved that I didnt volunteered to be a GL. With my workload now, I cant afford more responsibilities. On the other hand, after seeing how fun the camp is, I kinda regret that I didnt join them. Anyways, if i was given another chance to choose, I would still rather not join. I've changed my mind about getting into the Astro commitee.. I realli seriously cant afford anymore responsiblities. The fact that I am so stressed up shows that my future will be tougher than it looks. I think i will just be content with a member status and just stay low profile in anything other than studies.
Whew! Thats rather different of me. LoLx

OhOh! Hi Jac! Can nv forget ya! Although I think we only met once or twice... hehex


PS. There's no tagboard cuz i see no use of it. No ones tagged there since and I wont go ard asking ppl to tag on my blog desperately. So just read and scram. No offence.
:D

Monday, November 21, 2005

I Can't Take It Anymore

This sem is killing me. Stressed Out!

Projects for every modules, excluding POA and MAEC, and don't think POA and MAEC is any easier, cuz the tutorials are getting lenghty as the weeks pass.

First, lets start with the almost due LMS. Seems like all the groups are doing filming. It looks less embarassing and more attractive as a package. Now, after filming for 2days, I dont find it any more attractive or any less embarassing than a role play in class. I dont understand how can the actors/actresses manage to film all day long, eat packet meals, NG all the time, act in the costumes, and stand the directors commands. Tolerate all that just for the fame and fortune? Brrr...

Then its WCOM. We have to do reports and surveys. The planning is stressing me out already. Imagine the rest of the project. Freaking shit.

I haven even touched on BCA yet! My lappie is down for days and I cant do anything related to computers! Murder me, Somebody.

Can't explain how stressed up I am this sem, but I realli hafta buck up already. I am too far behind. I am not used to this.

Dear ys and zw

My Lappie has been down recently. So coincidentally the desktops at home lost their internet connections for good. I have no means of getting online at all... These few days were tough to get by.

I brought my lappie to sch to get it fixed and they told me the sch dont support Acer. What Rubbish! I had to call Acer's customer service for help. Thank goodness they offered to come down and check my lappie bcuz i bought it frm the sch.

I can write this now bcuz the Acer man came to fix it this afternoon. I miss my lappie sooooooo verrriee muchhhh. LoLx

Sunday, November 06, 2005

理想情人

喜欢看你走路充满自信,
说话时候你的专注眼神,
温柔的表情笑, 容里的天真.

我相信,
找不到有比你更好的人,
你心里理想情人是几分,
是否也会有我的份?

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

:p

Chad Michael Murray Rox!

Surprised? I just finish watching "A Cinderella Story", by Hillary Duff (..boring...) and Chad Michael Murray (WooooHoo!!). LoL.

I wanna be Cinderalla too. Except that I dont want bimbotic(ugly and stupid) stepmother and stepsisters and I wanna be with my daddy forever and I love my brothers, mum and ah ma. Hehe. I just want the Prince Charming part. *blush*
I sound so despo, just daydreaming.

I've been watching cable non-stop for days since the cableman came to fix the digital box. This is kewl. Cuz the box provides a tv guide, listing out the programmes for today, tmr and the day aft tmr. Now, I have practically a tv timetable for everyday!

I am super cheena now (altho i dont like da word 'cheena'). I am watching taiwan dramas, taiwan entertainment news frm 3 cable channels, listening to ALOT of mandarin music, speaking loads of mandarin Now. Kinda freakin out. OhOh! I am crazy over Chinese stars now(excluding Chad Michael Murray). Ultra Crazy.

I am Mad.

Monday, October 31, 2005

End of Hols, Start of Sem.

Finally its sch again. New sem, new mods. Sigh.

My mom seems to be picking on me all the time. She has everything to say about all I do. I have been keeping quiet, ignoring her comments for quite some time already. I've kept peace for so long and I have my limits. Grrr...

1st day of my 2nd sem is only 2hrs, exactly the same as my Very 1st day of school. LoLx. Haven get my textbooks yet, haven gotten my notes yet.
I am afraid, I am clueless, I am terrified, I am dubious of my future.
I need hope, I need faith, I need strength.

Sometimes, I realli feel like giving up. It so tiring to live on. Sometimes I find live realli meaningless. We strive so hard just to survive, and yet we live to die. Ironic. I dont know what my future will be like, I am afraid to face it, no confidence. Now I get to take breaks in school, but when I step into the outside world, there will be no breaks, it would be work everyday until retirement. The break only comes when everything ends. Is this worth it, can I take it?

I hate myself. I love myself.

?.?.

Simply Happy. Simply Sad.

理想情人

好想知道你的100分

会给怎样的人。

亲爱的你不要再陌生

增加我戏份,我想问,

亲爱的你把感情升等。

朋友变成情人可不可以

告诉我标准

不要让我一直等。。。

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Dear Sb and Cw

Read my previos post and you will realise that I dont have time to shop at all, not even the boutiques in the hotel.

To Sb, the little gift wasnt meant to be grand lorx. Its suppose to be a Little Gift! You are expecting too much le. I dont have time to shop at all, so I dont have any souveniers for u.

To Cw, I will slap Sb Damn Hard and Voilent Twice On Both cheeks! He is SOooooo Irritating Lah! Argh!

Totally Exhausted

Back from Batam. The dinner was pretty expected. My family was assignd to sit near the speakers again. Sigh. All the karaeoke singing wasnt as bad as i thought it wld be cuz the guest seems to be alot more shy than the previous dinner.

The day started early in the morning at 10am when everyone gatherd at harbourfront to take a ferry to batam. I dont get seasick but i dont like the feeling in the ferry, bumpy and wobbly.

Then, we went out for lunch aft checking in. Lousy. Most of the dishes had fish in it. There was only a dish of meat, chicken, and 2 veggies. Fish Fish Fish Fish Fish Fish Fish!

Then, its time for make up! LoLx. My cousin (the groom's little brother) drove us gals to their (the groom's older sisters) stylist.

The dinner was held in the ballroom of our hotel, so we cld take our time. I helpd out at the reception, give out doorgifts, sign the guestbook, give them their assign tables.

Finally, the dinner started. Slow Loud Smoky. My cousin (my oldest cousin) decided to perform, the first and only singer for the night. There's this custom in indo wedding dinners that u can give Ang Baos for the singers for any reasons. For my cousin's performance, only we gave him Ang Baos (including the bride and groom).

There was this China man who went up to sing some China song. " Zhong Guo Xing" or something like tat. After the song he added that he is proud to be a China man and welcome us to visit China. I was like 'What The Hell?' Some patriotic China (mayb drunk) man on stage. He kept calling us 'Tong Bao', he was Soooo close to becoming a 'Tong Zhi Men'. Freaky.

At 12midnight, the guest started leaving. It was until 1am when the ballroom cleared, and there was the tea ceremony. The Singapore relatives did not attend the wedding ceremony cuz it was on a weekday and we had to make it up aft the dinner. Then its photo time! My cousin(the groom) was totally drunk, they had to force water down him to wake him up a little. The Groom side had more relatives, we had to squeeeeeeze to fit the camera. Took the camera men at least half an hour to fit us in. Phew! It was 2am by the time I return to my room. Shagged.

The "next" morning, woke up at 9+. Realli dont feel like getting up for breakfast. Ate until 11 and sat there chatting until 12. Went up packing and got ready to check out. Had lunch at the hotel's restaurant and left for the jettiii.
This is how I spent the weekend in Batam.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

So Slow!

I almost forgot all about blogging. haha. I've finished the entire show Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa! Channel U still has a Long way to go. Im starting a new show Er Zhuo Ju Zi Wen. I prefer this show to the FrogPrince. Nicer, looking for the comics. Downloading the full epi of Er Mo Zai Shen Bian for 4days already. Its very slow! only 72.7% downloaded!

I'll be going to Batam to attend my cousin's wedding. My relationship with this cousin is kinda ambiguous. Im not sure if he is my close relative or not. My ah ma is his mom's birth mom, and his mom is adopted by my ah ma's sister. Now, my ah ma's sister passed away, but his mom has always knew and acknwledged my ah ma as her birth mom. So... haha. Blurred. Leaving for the weekend. Hate weddings in Batam. It can last for 5hrs! Annoying. Dont know what am i to wear too. I dont wanna be too formal but I dont wanna disrespect the couple too. Sigh. Headache.

Should I go visit the Astro camp tmr? I feel lazy. I hate travelling so I love to stay at home. Mayb I will drop by for a short little while. Hafta pass them their little souveneirs, hope they will be able to make good use of it for that night. haha.. dont think dirrty orhx... LoLx

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Confused

I just cant stand small fonts.

I think I am too slacky nowadays. I seem to forget the days and dates of everyday already.

It started last friday night. I thought it was only wednesday until my brother reminded me that it was friday and I had astro. I was totally stunnd. How come time is passing faster than before?

Then last night, my brother asked me if I was going out on thurs and fri. I was thinking, " today is only tuesday, how would I know my schedule on thurs and fri?" So I asked why he ask, and thats when he realise that I am lost in time again.

Freaking shit. I realli need to get out more oftn before I lose my way in time one more time.
Tmr is Friday. I have Astro on Friday nights. Hafta drill that in my head.

Monday, October 10, 2005

Head Spinning

My head has been hurting for 2 days in a row already. It started hurting because I've been watching too much television, causing the nerve frm my eye to my brain to tense up. I thought it would get better after a good night rest, but it didnt. My neighbour had to fix their stupid aircons for the whole day! All the drilling and hammering is giving me no peace at all. Finally, the workers decided to call it a day, and my brain feels better now. Panadol seems to be losing its effect on me, it takes a longer time to stop the pain. I had to stick salonpas on my forehead to soothe the pain. Because of my headache, I had to miss watching the movie 'Corpse Bride'. Nvm, I can watch it another time, if not, I'll just have to miss it. Tight on cash now.
WOoHoo! My mom just told me that I dont have to go work!!! It happens that there's not enough computer in the office! Well, my job was to install and test out a new wages software in the accounting com, but if I were to use that com, the accountant will not have a com to give out salary(using the old method) in time. So, she will have to do everything herself without my help. LoLx! Soooo Lucky! that means I dont have to work! I can stay at home and slack guilt free! Double WooHooooo!

Thursday, October 06, 2005

I PASSED!

Thats right! I passed every single module! I dont have to appeal! all my worries are gone! I am now guilt free! I was so afraid that I didnt dare to wake up this 'morning'. Whenever I think of my result slip, I see red Fs all over it! I've never felt so useless before! Thank God when i finally plucked up courage to check it out, I found no failures at all! no Ds at all! but there were no As either. Who cares, as long as I passed thats all that matterz.

So far my mom hasnt asked me to work yet. I realli hope they wont mention it anymore. I hate working. I think I should start studying for next semester. Mayb I should go get my new textbooks and start the sem early. My mom scolded me for not working hard enough. Now I am the least likeable child in the family. I receive relatively less encouragements and rewards frm my parents. Feel like Im having the middle child syndrome, but if i look frm another point of view, I am realli the most useless child in the family. So both parties are at fault. Mayb i should realli start pulling up my socks before i ask for more.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

I'm Back!

I've been home for 3 days already but I only feel like updating the blog now. Only write this because weiyuan complained!

I tell you ah! Thailand has a major transvesttite problem! I saw alot of aquas, hell lot of aquas! Among the aquas I've seen in thai, there was one which caught my attention. It was realli realli tall and *ahem* pretty. What's so special abt It, is that It has Super Big Breast! at least a Cup E! In addition, It was wearing a corset that looks too small for It to the extent that the corsat only cover until Its nipples, the rest of the breast is flowing out of Its clothes! I bet guys would struggle whether to look or not to look at that particular aqua!

Freaking shit. I am watching some "use a condom, have safe sex" documentary on MTV. Seeing the different ways of advertising this campaigne in different countries is funny. In one commercial, they put the condom over a gaseos drink can, shake it, and opened it. The condom expanded like a balloon and the drink spilled out, showing how tough the condom is! Sick shittingly funny!

Dont know wats wrong with my stomach. It's been aching since the day b4, lao sai 3 times only. Realise that i should watch out on my diet. ate 3 pears just now, dont know if my tummy can take it.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

I cant sleep

I cant sleep. Worrying about tmr's trip, did I bring enough luggage? Wat is the weather like there? Will my ears be affectd on the flight? Will this trip be eventful? Will I leave anything behind? Have I fotgotten to pack anything? Did I pack enough?

Tons and tons of questions flooding my mind... I am also worried about zhiwei's birthday... All those in JCs are having their exams, so alot of the guys cant make it to celebrate. Yunshan wanted to juz have a simple dinner on that day and leave the big celebration for the weekend. I was thinking, the more the merrier, so I called alvin and chengwei along. Cant think of anymore pple who are free, and i have no time to think cuz i'm leaving town soon. come to think abt it, although zhiwei's birthday is no longer during the exam period for her, but for others in JC, nothing's changed. So it doesnt make much of a difference. Poor thing.

Feeling quite excited. This is the first time i am going on a holiday ever since my poly life started. my 1st trip abroad on my 1st sem break, wahaha! I can realli link things together and make it my 1st. lolx

Just now when I was searching my drawer, I found a small cookie tin. I dont rmb wat's inside(cuz i've got too many small winnie the pooh cookie tins) and i cant be bothered at that moment. Just a few minutes ago, I noticed it on the table. I checked the contents and all of a sudeen, memories flooded me. U must be curious abt the contents, but i cant say. haha. i'll juz mention that it is v impt to me and it brings back sweet memories that i longed to for. If only i can turn back time.

I will be gone from tmr night onwards to sun night. the plane is leaving at 745pm tmr and is arriving at 10pm on sunday. So u dont have to come to my blog for this period of time. It will not be updated. (comment sense la ya). Sweet dreams and Bon Voyage to myself!

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

I am not in a good mood now... something horrible happend last night... I am now pleaing for forgiveness... sigh

Tmr i will have to start packing... leaving at 5pm on thurs... haven ask my mom when i will return but most probably on sun night, mon morning. This is exciting... so many things i wanna buy, cant wait to get there and start spending. i've been controlling myself recently whenever i go shopping. i cant buy anything cuz i might start regretting when i reach thailand.

Oh yeah. Hafta list out the things that u guys want me to get for u. Yunshan and Kah heng want me to buy shoes for them but if I buy shoes for them then i wont have space for myself in the luggage! My mom only gave me a small one, so I must plan wat I wanna bring there. I need all the space I need. Ooo.. sounds like a mission... lolx

When i return, i will make it just in time for zhiwei's birthday! That means i have to buy souveniers... cant go to her bday empty handed when the ppl know i've been to thailand. sigh. That means less space for myself. Nvm... tats wat friends are for...

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Hmph!

Bernard thinks I am dieting the wrong way! I dont care! I hate exercising and I love snacks! So I'll have one meal a day plus a whole load of snacks. Its far less than what I used to eat, 3-4meals a day plus a whole load of snacks.

My phone stinks

Today, I went to orchard... Singapore is getting realli boring... Anws, I had to get a present, so i asked yunshan along... Sb, Cw and Kh tagged along because Sb wants VCDs and Cw wants to borrow Sims2... then, Tim joined us and we went to find Joshua... The guys(excluding Sb) are working as surveyors and had to report at PS at 645pm. As usual, Sb psg(pang seh gao-dog) us after receiving his VCDs... wonder where was he heading to, no more dating... oh wait... mayb go find AP... wahaha!

Oh.. my dang phone is faulty!!! The sound system, or as bernard calls it, the speakers are broken!! BooHoo!! It wont Ring! I am now using the Ericsson k500i which stinks! Nv liked Ericsson... I need a new phone, but my didi also wants a new one... I feel guilty asking my dad to get me one... wat should i do.. and I wont get it myself... cant afford la... Oh my Oh my Oh my... This panasonic X70 has been with me for ard 2 years... I love it... The camera is good, I am used to the msging style, I like my ringtones and my wallpapers... I like all about it... well, mayb except the scratched cover and faulty vibration.. Sigh... wat should i do???

Friday, September 23, 2005

Unbelievable

Today, I went to town with bernard and kah heng!

It's been a long time since i went out with ber. Somehow, I forgot how much he uses his legs, hmm...

Firstly, kh and ber agreed to meet up at 1200 to eat wanton mee. Most of the time, when ber agrees to meet at a certain time, he actually means "u arrive at 12, while i will be late." I didnt wanna eat, so I dragged alittle and tried to appear after 12.
To my 'surprise', when i arrived at 1240, they just made their order! that is alittle too late!!! Nvm...

It was pouring eversince i left house. the rian didnt stop when ber and kh were done with their noodles, so ber sugested to stop by his house until the rain stops. I tot it was a good idea until i found out that ber's Da Ge is at home... Horror... His Da Ge is looks intimidating, just like his dad, nv smiles. Nancy is alittle better, only that she looks nice on the outside, but cunning on the inside... Brrr...

Ber challenged Kh to a game of chinese chess which ended in an instant cuz ber was juz too lousy. Oh and I am starting to hate MAGIC! 1st it was dota, and now MAGIC! argh! btw, the both of them couldn stop playing magic spite the rain has ended!!

After so much torture, we finally got to orchard. Ber chose to watch at Lido. shockingly, they dont screen "One More Chance". It only occured to me at that moment that cine doesnt screen it either(checked the listings the night b4). Apparantly, according to e guys, this is all my fault. I am the one to blame when these 2 cinemas do not screen local productions. Dammit.

Worse come to worse, Ber wants us to walk from Lido all the way to PS. At his speed of walking, I cant do much shopping!

After the movie, we had to walk back to Lucky Plaza, ate Esteler and played pool.. other than sitting for 2hrs in the theatre, my feet barely restd.

Freakingly tired.. shant use the word shag... its evil.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Introducing.....

Astroboys (and Girl!)
Chengwei reminded me that i haven't mentioned astroboys in the entire blog. The astrob0ys were alot of fun and somehow brightened up my life in the polytechnic.

It started with yongjin(yj) asking shengbao(sb or dog) to join the Ngee Ann Astronomy Club. His reason was: Astro alot of chiobu (and sb was a despo kia).

They asked chengwei(cw) along and then spread the word to kah heng(kh).

Kah Heng have been a fan of outer space. He has been logging on to NASA with glamis, his pri sch classmate, after the Os.

Knowing that I love stars, chengwei invited me to join them, and so i did.

On the first day of astro, nothing much happened. yj brought his classmates to join the fun. yj and sb's bball friend adrian tagged along. This is how the Astroboys (and Girl) was formed.

The name Astroboys (and Girl!) was created by cw. One day, he went like, "Us boys joining astro would, like, make us.... Astroboys! wahahaha!!!!" Well, obviously he somehow forgot my existence. Either that, or I've yet to decide whether to join them anot... Anw, that's how the name Astroboys (and Girl!) came about.

May I present to u.. Astroboys (and Girl!)


Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Argh!!

I am now downloading Episode 16 of "Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa". well, its the first time i am downloading it. It used to be Yining who downloads it and send it to me through thumbdrive. Because its a torrent file and only she has the software to dl it, and the file is too big to send it through msn... Sigh.. Since now its the hols, I might have to wait for another 6 more weeks before i can watch... that will be 6 episodes! I cant wait that long!

Now i have to go download bitcomet, a software that enables me to dl torrent files b4 i can start dling my FrogPrince! Dling bitcomet software wasnt tough... but dling the torrent file using bitcomet is tough... It dammit slow la!!! I've waited for 2hrs already and it has only dl'ed 40%!!! Freaking shit!

I am suppose to go watch the movie "one more chance" with bernard. I am asked to ask more pple to go... I approached some friends but apparently nobody wanna go... Boohoo... Fortunately, kah heng wanna watch it badly but he cant make it today.. then, bernard msged me last night saying that he cannot make it today because his camp will end late... hmph!

So, we hafta watch it 'early afternoon' tmr... super early afternoon! We are suppose to reach orchard by 11am! No shops will open at 11am la! wateva...

Its the 3rd day of the hols already and I've yet to leave home! This is insane.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

1st Day of hols

This is my first semester holidays... i wanna make it like how all holidays should be: mega slack. Firstly, i will have to sleep reali late into the morning...wahaha so, i slept at 4+... and then, i will hafta wake up realli late into the afternoon, and so, i woke up at 3+. So if u use a calculator, some addition and subtraction, u will see that i've slept for 11hrs the most, which isnt a good start of the hols! i was aiming for 14hrs! nvm...

A few months ago, way b4 the hols started, my mom planned for me to work in me daddy's office... she wanted to implement some new salary scheme for the workers, which might require additional help for the accountant.

I worked there once. I realise that in any company, a small typo error can lead to a major mistake and result in huge problems that are not solvable overnight!!! Well, i did just that and caused unwanted problems, making my dad work harder and more
stress because of my silly little mistake...

So far, since that day, she has yet to mention abt me going back to work, i sure hopes she forgets (which isnt possible). wth.. i am leaving for a holiday in thailand with my mom and her collegue next thursday... i've counted... if i were to work, mom promised me 2 weeks of break... so far, i've yet to work, so, 2 weeks later, when i return from thailand, i would most probably be dragged to office... But lets hope my dad doesnt welcome me there... its realli stressful working, especially when my dad is ard...

Monday, September 19, 2005

Mid Autumn Festival

Oof! had steamboat for dinner... tonight's moon is super duper preeeeeeetyyy... its said to be the roundest eva! Double OofOof! never have steamboat on a mid autumn festival.. feel like puking now... mooncakes + steamboat = overload.. wahahaaa!!

played lanterns on the porch with my little bro aft dinner... our objective was to burn down all our old lanterns... but we only managed to burn down like say 5? there were 8 of them btw... one was down to ashes... the rest juz had holes in their asses... wahaha...

Oh yea.. cut my hair... kinda like it... check it out when u next see me ya... TaTa

Friday, September 16, 2005

Warning

I need to warn u guys not to expect too much from me.. i dont have the patience to keep this blog going... juz turn up once a week for the first 4 weeks, once a month for the next 4 months and once every four months for the future ya... Wahaha... I am definitely bored to the verge of following this trend la... WooHOoo