Thursday, July 06, 2006

I so wanna slim down.

I saw the person I've been avoiding for the past few years today. It has been such a long time since I last saw him and this time round I have mixed feelings about seeing him again. He didn't see me, or at least I think he didn't.

He has changed so much. I have changed so much. I don't dare to show my face, I felt so embarassed to let him see me, I don't know what will he think of me now.

He has changed for the better, or at least he looks like he did. I've changed for the worse, and I'm very sure I did.

Shit, I hope this is the last time I see him. I can't face him anymore, I can't let him see me anymore. I am so ashamed of myself.

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