Everywhere I go, I'll knock and kick into things, countless of times this week.
Now, I've got bruises all over me.
Well, my questionnaire project got hit the worst. I shall not rant about it.. too many unhappiness going on but it's mostly my problem.. I get worked up everytime I get stressed up. I can feel people around me feeling uneasy, and I don't blame them. Maybe I'll step back for the time being.
But there's this particular friend I'm starting to get annoyed with. People know that I don't have much patience and yet he's trying to test it. I'm on the verge of giving him a tight slap, but I can't bring myself to. The worse thing is, I can't vent my frustrations on anyone, so here I am ranting in here, hoping that he will not be able to figure out that it's him and I can still feel better letting all out.
I've been going around asking people to do surveys for me. No friends decline straight in my face, only he did. And then it got me thinking.. not again?
I know my friends are not obliged to help me, but like I said, they are friends and I've learnt so much to be someone's friend. Help each other when in need, accompany each other, be there for one another.. all that kinda bull.
It sounds superficial, but surprisingly, years ago, I found out that I do have friends like that, which spurs me on to be like them and to cherish them.
And I thought this guy was one of them.
Well, we all know what he's like. We don't tell him his shortcomings but just quietly learn to bear with it.
And coincidentally, my shortcoming is not being able to tolerate shortcomings and my other shortcoming is being frank and straightforward, hurting others directly with my words.
Which I've learnt to self-contain and thus, it's all written here.
Seriously.. no friends rejected.. all of them tried.. even if they can't find any, I frown but I know they tried and I appreciate their efforts.
He didn't even make the effort to look like he tried.
Even when I ask him to do the survey, I had to beg him.
I gave in to each person's request.. through the phone, to your home, meeting up at the most random places just to get a survey done and head straight home after that. But he gave all sorts of excuses.. I know he doesn't mind getting the survey done, he just finds it troublesome and insignificant. It doesn't benefit him in anyways.. so why should he be going through the trouble to help me?
When I finally got him on the phone, he was like so impatient to get off the hook and continue with whatever he's gotta do (if he is actually doing anything at all), totally oblivious to my beggings, gratitude and apologetic tone of voice. When I hung up, I wondered what did I do wrong, why did I have to snoop so low just to please him? Argh!
In the past, whenever he needs company, I'll be most willing to accomodate him. Now, he's acting all big shot and like he has the schedule of TVXQ. Maybe soon I'll have to roll out the redcarpet to get you leave the house just for me.
I hope readers can stop trying to guess who this mystery person is. Cuz even if you got it right, I won't tell. I just need to let some steam out. Read it for pleasure, read it for entertainment, read it for fun and let it end there, period.
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I've changed the Lovin' You picture to SM Magazine's picture. That's because TVXQ is promoting their new 13th Japanese Single, Summer Dream. Light-hearted song, catchy, but not exactly the best song yet. The Promotional Video just got released and it looks like a cross between Sky and Choosey Lover.
This video makes me love Junsu even more.. He's so cute in there. Oh.. and Jaejoong revealed alittle of his fun side in the video.. he's always trying to be serious and cool.
I love the ending!!
There was a part where the boys had to do a breakdance pose and only Yunho and Junsu manage a decent pose. Jaejoong's pose was passable and credit Changmin for trying. Yoochun's pose was merely a pose... it wasn't breakdancing at all, was he even trying?
I love the ending!!
The dance steps in the video is so tiring.. I wonder how are they going to manage it when they perform live. Look at the jumping around, turns and footworks. They'll have to do all that, sing live and look cheerful and fun when on stage.
No wonder I like them so much... hahas!
I love the ending!!
When they are in the car, Yunho and Yoochun were so composed in the front, while Changmin, Jaejoong and Junsu were fooling around at the back. So did Changmin take over Yoochun's place in the fooling around clique when they are in Japan? Anyways.. they're so funny in the car!!
I love the ending!!
I can't repeat this enough, I love the ending!! Junsu and his dance moves! Wahahahaha!! Junsu has become so lovable since they've gone to Japan. First it was his Oyagi Gags and now the joker dance moves... I wonder if they will perform that on live performances... I so wanna watch them do it live!
I love the ending!!
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I still don't have all the Shanghai pictures yet. I've only got those I took.. which isn't much cuz since we are compiling, I don't see the need for everyone to take the same photos.
Well, these are the best group photos I've got.
One of the clearer pictures. But unfortunately not all the faces can be seen. Where's Tina? Sab, Glawu and Fk's face are all blocked.
The picture is abit blurred.. Definitely not the camera's fault. It's the photographer's fault. But at least everyone can been seen.. almost..
Any TVXQ in Shanghai? Check this out.
Any TVXQ in Shanghai? Check this out.
Tasted it, bought it back and it's now on display. What is this? Watch this.
Remeber them in charming pure white suits? They've got 1 more flavour - orange. Gave up on that one. Blue is grape flavour, white is lychee flavour. Love them all!
Remeber them in charming pure white suits? They've got 1 more flavour - orange. Gave up on that one. Blue is grape flavour, white is lychee flavour. Love them all!
On the last day, we went to a shopping mall for our last company visit. We settled down in the meeting room and Bam! I was right next to TVXQ's picture! We were meant to be... lmao.
A closer look at the picture.. endorsing for Fila years ago. Changmin still had that short crop. He seriously needs to get his hair chopped off in the Summer Dream PV.
It's not entirely my camera's fault for the blur picture. The picture itself is pixelated.
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Just realise how long this entry is.. try to catch your breath before suffocating.
To my Dong Bang friends..
I've downloaded the Summer Dream PV, if any of you are interested.
Qp, I've yet to burn the videos for you yet. I've tried burning into a DVD, but there seems to be some problem.. I wasted 3 DVDs already.. so I'm not gonna try until I get the problem fixed. So sorry for the delay. I'll add Summer Dream PV in for you as well.
To my Dong Bang friends..
I've downloaded the Summer Dream PV, if any of you are interested.
Qp, I've yet to burn the videos for you yet. I've tried burning into a DVD, but there seems to be some problem.. I wasted 3 DVDs already.. so I'm not gonna try until I get the problem fixed. So sorry for the delay. I'll add Summer Dream PV in for you as well.
~ Spread the TVXQ Love <33 ~
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