Recap: 23 April 2008, Wednesday - "I'm getting emotional"

I was searching for an older entry (don't ask why) and stumbled upon this: 23 April 2008, Wednesday - "I'm getting emotional"

The last 3 paragraphs gave me a shock. I never remembered how it felt like thinking like that. I don't even remember I had this side of me.
Thinking back, I feel so weak and feeble now.

I had the motivation to become stronger, I'm thankful for all those around me and i exude this aura of optimism.

Now, I'm all negative, dark and analytical.

I must have spent too much time cooped up alone.
I need to learn to embrace the world like I used to.

I need to keep away from the bottles of wine in my room before I finally get too drunk in pain to stop myself from snacking excessively.
Emo drinker? NOT!!
...more like Wasted Porker.