Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Why Oh Why??

Why does my heart hurt so much??
I thought I could handle it but I might be mistaken.
This is too much to handle.
It almost feels like I've been robbed of my heart.
Please let me go to bed and forget all about reading any of this.
Pretend that it never happened. Pretend that it will never happen.

This time, I truly wanna reach out to God. Please let this be untrue. Please make this untrue. Please never let it happen. I sincerely ask for it to be untrue. I am desperate and helpless. You are my only hope now. You can hear his thoughts. Please guide him in another direction, in my direction. I whole heartedly plead for your help.
My God cannot hurt me anymore. I'm in too much pain. Amen.

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