It is time to find a new goal in life

All along, I thought that I would make a super big fuss when I know that I'm gonna achieve my lifelong goal.
However, on May 29, 2009, when I finally saw the light at the end of my lifelong goal, I was stumped.
I didn't know how to react, it didn't seem real at all. It was all so unrealistically easy and lucky.
I mean, I've had many lucky occasions, the first was being born in this wonderful family, followed by a series of kind souls who made my life such a bliss. My life is so blessed with luck that I hardly have any regrets at all.

But this time, I was afraid of my luck. Despite people telling me that it really isn't luck, since I've put in waaaay too much effort. But when luck suddenly comes knocking on your door just after you've been through so many hardships and turbulence just seems waaaay too simple.

After confirming that I've most probably achieved my lifelong goal, I started going into denial. I didn't dare to admit that I've reached my goal, just in case I'll jinx it.

Last night, TBS Japan, a Japan TV channel, broadcasted Mirotic Concert in Seoul. Today, tonnes of youtube videos and download links are up on the web for me to enjoy. Knowing me, I ditched download quota limitations I set for myself and spammed youtube videos and download links of the concert.

Na had a revelation after watching the videos.

TVXQ sang InSa (Greetings) in the concert!!! They RARELY perform this song!!!!

It's one of my favourites and it always gives me goosebumps (in a good way) when they sing this song!!!

They also sang Tonight

OMG!!! Junsu and Jaejoong!! THEY OWN THIS SONG!!!
And so many others, but I can't post them all.. there's too many.

But at the end of it all, Na only had one reaction to all the performances:

Na SCREEEEAMS: I'M GONNA WATCH ALL OF THESE LIVE!!! IN FLESH AND BLOOD!!!!!! WWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Only days ago, Na has achieved her life long goal: To watch TVXQ live. (Well, not yet.. but SOON!!) And she's is left lost in the maze of survival.
Now, she found a new motivation to keep her engine rolling.

Na's New Lifelong Goal: To watch Tohoshinki's Japan Live Tour one day because they SING EVERYTHING LIVE in their JapanLive Tours!!!!

I can finally face the truth and see that all this of is real.
Concert chasing might turn out to be addictive for me. ((: